When Kris died, six months seemed impossibly far away. At the time, I couldn’t comprehend that much time passing without him in this world. How did life keep going? And now here I am, here we are. Six months have passed. I still don’t have any answers. It’s hard to have closure without knowing cause of death.…
Three Months
How has it been three months already? How does time keep going without Kris in the world? I wish I could tell you that I know cause of death, but I don’t.
Kris truly loved life and lived without regrets. One of the hardest things for me to think about is that I know without a doubt that Kris was not ready to leave this world. And I wonder what went through his mind….
Time does go by faster the older you get. Or maybe being faced with your own mortality makes you value what little time we actually have here on earth so much more…..some perspective, I guess. …
Routines
I haven’t gotten in a routine yet. I can’t quite figure out my new normal. I’ve been working five days a week, which I know isn’t really that big of a deal. Most people work five days a week, but Kris let me work part-time. I haven’t worked full-time since before I was married.…